The First week of school

The first week of school is pretty excited for me, but a little bit busy. I have to run from one class of another because it is scheduled after each other. Anyway, talk about my tools that I chose to use for this semester,They are working well so far. My flexible schedule is being added and changed depend on what I like to do first. I am not talking about my class schedule which I can not change. I am talking about my homework schedule which I have to set a side some time to do it at home. I know that I like to go out on the weekends so I just block some time on the schedule and the rest is for doing homework, chores and spending with my family. Yesterday after school which is my time to do homework, but my family wanted to go to the movie with me and I felt tired, so I decided to go with them instead of doing homework. The movie was pretty funny. I felt better after that. When I came back home, I switched the time from going out on weekends to doing homework. I felt great. And this morning I didn't feel want to go out because I knew that I had to do something. The thing is that I didn't feel bored either because between my homework time I played my game that I like and bet with myself. If I win, I can play two times. If I loose, I have to finish my homework. Unfortunately, I lost. Therefore I sat down and completed all my works. It was fun and relief. I talked to myself like crazy :)). Talking about the To Do List that I mentioned in last post, I didn't do it yet this week because I remember all what I had to do. I didn't need to write down. However, I still keep it as my tool because next week there will be more piles of work than this week. Lastly, it is about my planner. I am using it, but I don't know how efficiency it is yet. I will see next week when there are more incident to take note of. There is another thing that I want to declare also. Last semester I set a goal, but I didn't reach it. I didn't follow my plans. I felt stress all the time. It is a shamed. However, it taught me a lot. It made me find another effective way, which I am doing now, for myself. I can escape from somebody else, but I can not escape from my own a shamed feeling. If I do not reach my goal, I can not stop. I will keep exploring new strategies for myself, for my own comfortable which bring me to success until the end. I know that there are a lot of thing around me that influence me and make me want to give up, but by believing deeply into my own thought help me stand up straighter and stronger.

Don't try to be someone else. Be yourself, then there'll be someone trying to be yours. Rysellia

Back to School

I have been off from school for about four weeks. Tomorrow it is time to go back and start my new schedule at school. I will do my best. I hope that the result for this semester will be better than Fall 2007. One semester have gone and another semester comes. I feel like it is an endless process. However, by limiting my goals and working on them one at a time, I can see when it is going to end and when I am going to reach my goal. I am looking forward to transfer to university patiently. There are about five more semesters. If I look at the whole time that I am going to spend studying to transfer, I will think that it is a long time and that makes me want to give up. Luckily, I don't look at the time that I spend totally. I curiously think of what I can learn from these times. It should be different thing that I learn from each semester. To fulfill my ambitious, I have to keep registering for a new subject that I don't know yet.

Being ambitious help to push ourself to where we want. Rysellia